A letter from Jul 26th, 2021

Dear Anna, This is you, a 19-year-old, struggling in this life, trying to make ends meet and trying to survive. DO you still have suicidal thoughts? I am proud of you if you don't, I will also be proud of you if by the time you receive this mail, you are alive..... I really hope you are... You know, I really love you, I love how strong you are and love how caring you are.. too much sometimes. Hey are you still with Louis together? Did he stay as loyal and as amazing as he was when you started dating him? He is a great guy, 19-year-old Anna likes him very much, maybe by the time you receive this message you guys would be more than just in a relationship. I hope you go far with him. Did you forgive your father for his past actions and is he there with you in America together with mom. When you read this message please hug her a lot and kiss her a lot. She went through so much. I can imagine just how the journey will be in the coming year. I am sorry you have to go through all of this but its fine... you won't be alone soon. You are strong and you will handle everything. Have some patience. I hope you graduated from College and are pursuing something meaningful like you had decided. don't disappoint me, you will **** me inside of you. 16 year old Anna is also very proud of me I know. We both are very proud of you and hope that in the future you will be a happy person with a complete life. But really though, I hope you are still with Louis together. Treat him right and never lie to him or cheat on him. Never break his heart. Make sure you communicate with your brother a little more. Its like he does not exist anymore.... I hope you are okay my dear Anna Victoria..... hugs and kisses from your past fighter girl. Anna Victoria....