A letter from Jul 26th, 2021

Hello Monica, It's me Monica from July 26th 2021 at 2:48:012 as I close this sentence. You just worked a long shift at Denny's. You're friend Brock started his first day as dishwasher and did really well. You're tired. You're tired.... SORE BROKE DEPRESSED LOST (that's never changed since you were a kid) Definitely unsure of the future and if you'll have kids. Future me, I hope you had your own child. If you didn't and still can't I hope you are in the process of adopting. You need the love of a child, sis. You really do. Keep on going. You're like is always going to be hard. With your grandparents and parents dying at any point it could have been a crazy chaotic 5 years. I'll make a promise to you but you have to promise back that YOU WILL NEVER EVER STOP TRYING! ITS A DEAL. MOST IMPORTANTLY I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY BEAUTIFUL!! LOVE ALWAYS, Yourself P.S. RYVER IS A BEAUTIFUL GREAT HUMAN BEING. I HOPE SHE IS STILL YOUR FRIEND.