A letter from Jul 26th, 2021

Hey, 5 years older me, listen up. You gotta get your life together if you're not doing good, I suggest a hobby from the past (basketball, piano, reading, etc). I hope you are not as antisocial that I expect. Stay out of trouble please, you have a whole life in front of you! Maybe not if you are dying, haha. See that? That is dark humour, which is important to me right now - keep on making jokes. I want to force you to remember the COVID-19 period, I think I have grown a lot ... better? I found out that I could actually draw! I actually have a talent, I have always thought I am just that talent-less student with good grades. I hope you didn't get a relationship, I would curse you from the past. You got to remember that you're only 18 and you must focus only on your studies. Relationship = distraction. No matter how much joy it gives you. You better choose the maths course. I am good at it now, maybe you suck at it? If you could, you take Computer Programming and any Science course along. I kinda want to be knowledgeable. I hope you don't disappoint papa and mama. They are very important to me, sillyhead (maybe talk to them even more regularly?) I want you to get a job, an average one, to maybe support your own studies or your brother's. Once you earned your first dime, you would definitely get addicted to working. You are no wiser than I am right now, sike you are definitely wiser. You know what to do, never follow your heart! Listen to your parents you REPULSIVE PIECE OF SH*T. Sorry, I had to. Another thing to remember, if you found a job in being a Youtuber or something, do not give up your studies. Maybe ya know, go back to your old channel, hehe. (ON YOUR FREE TIME, YOUR STUDIES) Oh yea, do not carry out your maniac plans! I have a lot of them, even right now. Just think about them, marvel in those fantasies, but never do it unless you don't get a bad consequence. I don't want you to be a criminal, even though ex-criminals get a second chance, they cannot fit into society all that well. See, I am wise enough to think that (*epic wiggling*). I hope you still hold on to your childishness, it cures my boredom. Talking about being bored, play games! Minecraft is doing amazing for me, it is so much fun. Play hypixel.net with your brother sometime, he enjoys it. Maybe give roblox a shot, but not the games children play (they have their mum's credit card). I hope Franki didn't die, he is such a cute dog. Or anyone you love, for that matter. Are the rabbits still alive? Remember the single baby rabbit? That was unfortunate, I was thinking if there were two then they could cuddle. Pet the existing pets for me please? If you have a new dog or something, I've got great names. If it's a female, name her Frankie. If it's a male, name him Franki Junior. Franki will never be replaced, dummy. "Hee hee hee hee hee." said Sun Tzu and the crane (Lucky the cat? Do you remember? Geez do you have amnesia?).