A letter from Jul 26th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I hope you’re happy. You deserve everything amazing this life has to offer. Have your eyes opened yet? Are you happy? I hope you’re happy. Chloe and the babies? Where is Henry at? Haylee? Are you still married to Thomas? I hope you’re happy. Are you? Do you have any babies yet? How long did it take? I’m so stressed out and worried and anxious. I’m in such a dark place right now, I think the worst place I’ve ever been. I’m so lost. Did you find your way yet? I wish I could talk to you right now. Do you remember writing this? At 20, lost and confused, feeling trapped and like you can’t breath. Can you breath now? How’s the “family”? Are they all still the same? Who have you had to cut off? Lol. What do you look like? Did you grow your natural hair out like you wanted to in 2021? How long is it? I’m 6 months into braces, did you get the permanent retainer like you wanted? Where have you vacationed to?! I hope you’re happy. I hope you got to go on vacation twice a year like you’ve always wanted. I hope you’re happy, I just want to know. I have a burning sensation in my chest, I feel so uneasy, I wish you had all the answers in the world for me. I don’t know what date to set it to. Will you even remember writing this? Do you now? Are you better now than you were 5 years ago?….