A letter from Jul 24th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s you! Right now it’s towards the end of July, and ngl, I’m kinda dreading august and the rest of this year. I have so much stuff that I’m worried about going through in the fall in winter with cross country, band, working, starting hard classes (cause junior year sucks), and somehow doing show choir (especially since it’s the one that everyone makes fun of for not being very good). Just to add on, I really like this one boy who’s in the grade above me, but has a girlfriend. I would normally drop it, but I can tell he likes me back and it seems like we really do have a lot of chemistry. Maybe by now you’re completely over him, or even better, we’re dating and your in love (you know how fast you fall in love). It just feels different this time, like somehow way different than it’s been when I’ve like other guys in the past. I’m mostly just using this to rant while I’m bored doing checker at work right now, but it’s also kinda nice to know that someone else will read this, even if it’s just the future version of me. I hope things have settled down for us with dad and Lexi, and that it’s a lot more stable now. I hope Lawson seems happier and a bit more agreeable than he is now. Just keep holding on and moving through junior year. It’ll pass before you know it and then you’ll have summer, and senior year, where it gets easier. I also hope that jazz band has been going well. I actually miss is right now, believe it or not. Welp, I hope everything’s going ok, and that your happy and thriving (I hate that word but can’t think of another way to say it). Anyway, love you!