A letter from Jul 24th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, It's me 5 years ago I am writing this letter to remind you of how you fought so many battles that no one knows and to remind you that you are loved and worth it!! Hi! how are you? is everything good? I hope everything that has a small steps from this letter turns big the moment you're reading this and if yes I am so freaking proud of you!!! you did it girl!! small one to big wow!! whatever that small steps from then and now keep going from the moment that I realise that all I got is myself is the moment that I give all out for myself for the future self that you are now reading. NO REGRETS YOU MADE IT! The moment you received this please celebrate even you're sad now or freaking being dramatic by something I mean after all I can't predict that by that time YOU ARE 26.. Enough with the intro let's talk about you.. I wish you are in the situation right now where you already found the love that you were searching for the kind of love that feels home the kind of love that stays and the kind of love that chooses you all over again. I hope while reading this you finally have the courage to overcome things that scares you little by little day by day.. Have you done something that feels so good? have you done something that makes your soul free? and have you done something that makes you totally happy? I wish you've did it and smiling while reading this because everything i mention turns so much right and if not **** it! you have 5 more years and I understand because you've come so far to find courage. Confessions Recently I feel like numb like I can't feel anything even pain don't hit me but eventually I think I can overcome it to be out of the shell doing things that just not by love but things that makes me, me. I can't help to think about my exe's it's not that I have not yet moved on it's just I keep thinking of why's and keep finding answers in them and i know its a real **** up and mess. WELL MAYBE SOMEDAY I'LL FIGURE IT OUT To you self keep going I'm glad you have this courage to get this far to live and to spend days feeling giving up but still not doing it because after all I know that living is what makes you real happy thats the supreme happiness. I hope you find the love the you have been searching for and if not I'm glad you choose yourself to be that love the you were looking for. CHEERS TO 26 YEARS THAT YOU HAVE LIVED I'M GLAD YOU MADE IT AND IM SO FREAKINGGGGG PROUD OF ALL THE YEARS YOU SPENT LIVING. - Love, ligaya