A letter from Jul 24th, 2021

Dear Future/Me, haii rachel, 25 tahun rachel i hope we hang on there right? today is your 20 birthday hope you doing great today but if doesn't you have to remmeber is okay allright? don't push your self so hard i know you will to the best in every desicion. Right know you have so many option sometimes i scare to my mistake . i am scare if i make wrong desicion. im pretty sure you still make mistake because no body is perfect. today i feel so confuse about my birthday since we still in the midle pandemic i can not see my friend face to face i can't hug them i know we love to hug right, it's warm and you feel love. but by the way we don't want to talk about hug all day. but im still really greatfull now. SUPER GREATFULL hahahaha im have mamih, nene, papih, harley, mba melly, this confortable house with huge bed sometime make you feel lonely. i have somemany people to love lele,hani,zulfa,cacing,nanda,eri,cipew,nabila,tasya, maria, adinda and many more many guys to hahahah, do you still put them in your pray? wish them have sucses full live and make they parent happy? i hope you still do it. because i want you to remmember that one of the reason you happy is being menyitai dan dicintai. i hope you always happy rachel like cipew give her energy always kind to people like rifqo thaught you alwayspositif thinking like lele thaught you, always learn like hanni thaught you always honest like zulfa thaught you, always brave like cacing thaught you always care to another like cici maria thaught you, always reach out like tasya thaught you, never forget sholat like nashifa thaught you and many lesson in every people you meet do not ever regret it. know i suddenly dream you are surgion maybe because i watch a good doctor. i hope you are a good doctor with high intergrity and a lot of money aamiin. but if you're not that okay im still proud of you always i 20 yearsold you who really lazy during her holyday but she keep trying to productive who single happy but sometime feeling lonely. who eat a lot and working out regulary. who try to be better every day. how was the long live learning i hope you always enjoy it. maybe that all in my mind right know. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL !! terimakasih sudah lahir ke dunia membuat banyak orang tersenyum, tertawa, menangis, dan bahagia. dont forget you have yourself and you never alone look how far we go WE MADE IT ! right?. FROM 20 RACHEL 12:41 24 JULI 2021