A letter from Jul 23rd, 2021

Hey, u know i just wrote a letter but now i want to write another one the previous one is me encouraging us in the future in this one i just wanna be a crybaby to u like man, idk i still cant get a grip on this pandemic life thingy its slowly eating me up i mean yea ill survive for sure hopefully but i gue gamau just survive and get nothing, just survive dan malah jd stress, live an unstructured life and yeah everything is just messed up i still cant handle our emotion, im sorry. gue lumayan gisa handle it in front of other people, but when it comes to family and urself, i still can’t. im fed up by all of our routines im fed up by these walls i want to experience more and more and more and i wanna do it with people, i dont wanna be by myself all alone help me i need help please help me all i do is worrying welp thanks, idk for what, just thanks if you are stillthere it means we’ve already overcome this right? i hope so but if not, well that kinda sucks but it’s okay love ya