A letter from Jul 22nd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hello, how are you? How are your body goals going. Right now I don’t feel the best. But I don’t really deserve to feel this way when people go through so much more. Anyways I have many things that bring me joy. From kpop, music, my friends. I really like straykids, txt, P1harmony, enhypen, astro, pentagon, nct, seventeen. I feel like I’m probably going to get over kpop in the next years which im really not excited for. Are you in your own room yet? How are you doing in school. How are the dogs. So many questions but I’m curious. Right now I really miss abuelo, like a lot a lot Im still not over his *****. Really getting to me I think I’m doing well tho. How’s Dallas and Yadira please tell me you stayed in contact with YADI i really admire her as a friend and really need her it’s heart breaking to think that maybe we might separate. Your in high school now. Right? 5 years, so your almost done and can probably drive, weird thinking now I could never trust myself behind a wheel or even working. I really struggle to talk to other humans who I know nothing off. How’s Mamita doing, Dominica and Alex married? Really hope they lasted. I think they will. Honestly are you even alive yami? So many things could happen I could die tomorrow, ***** doesn’t scare me. I should probably learn to to at least like my life since it’s precious. But saying I’d rather be dead, but sorta in a way. It feels like I’m just here, I don’t really have a purpose. OH DO YOU HAVE A BF??? Oh mU GOSH YOU HWHWHEJ THATS SO FUNNY. He better treat you well or if it’s a girl idk. What if dome had kids, I’m a whole aunt. Okay I’m bout to get yelled at by ma so bye! Oh also where do you work at, better get a freaking job 😒🤨🤝