A letter from Jul 20th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, What's up girl I don't know why but I feel hurt writing this I feel like crying I feel like I don't want to let go I don't want the future to happen and I just think that if this year passes I will be so sad because I feel like I won't be happy in the future and I will be lonely and I will have no goal in life I know that that is not true and anything can happen but I hope that one day when you look at this you will laugh at it hopefully you will get to look at it tomorrow is big eid and everyone is here except eli Api and other api are pregnant There Kids will be so much older then are you happy? Are you content? I am 100% sure that IF you ever even look at this you will want to come back please don't have those kind of feelings and please don't be stuck in the past If by some miracle you don't want to go back and change things then I will be so happy you mean so much to me you and I. I love you I want to love you I hope you know that you are really amazing 💙💙 I just wanted to ask are You still friends with your bff : em