A letter from Jul 16th, 2021

Hey FutureMe, it's been a while since I don't write a letter to myself, I don't know exactly why I am writing this letter but I just got an email from futureMe that asked me to responder un cuestionario (I don't know hot to write that in English yet) so I remember this website and I decided to write a letter, I'm not pretty sure why am I writing this in English, but I love to practice, so it's ok for me now, I'm really bored this last time, I have nothing to do, and my mood is really bad, I don't have motivation to do something, but at least today I cleaned up, the vitrina( IDK how to say this either) so, it's currently 2:33 am, I know it's late but I'm on vacation so it doesn't matter, but I know that this is not good for health, but also my brother right now is playing online with his friend, and he is SOOOO LOUD that's another reason why I can't sleep. Well changing the topic, I usually get really anxious when I think about my future, what am I gonna do in the future where am I gonna study or even what, right now I want to study translation because I like English and I'm really happy because I learned it by myself, but of course there is a lot of things that I have to learn yet,( like those words that I wrote in English hehe) and I hope to learn more and improve my English every day, I would like to study in a foreign country, like USA or Canada, I prefer Canada, don't know why, but those are the desires of a sixteen years old girl (did I say this right?) I hope to make it In the future, I know it could be like so expensive, but I hope to get a beca, how do you say that in English? You know my biggest fear it is to talk with someone who speaks English and don't understand him, I haven't have a chat with a native English speaker, so I don't know how it's like, I hope to practice with somebody who speaks in the future, I'm also wondering that if I study outside of my country, would I understand what the teachers are saying? Please lmk, jk, I know you can't because is going to be so late to tell me, or maybe I'm not gonna study out of my country 😨😫but who knows, well know it's 2:51 am, and now I want to sleep bye biatch, have a nice life, sorry for that 😂❤️ love ya.