A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

A a rof but su ichoec tihrg eeednd ton eno mhcu. Ylifgn ew nto tnaa oot ubt rooclus iwth ekccard. Up at mtis ndede utignsyd. .
Ew lilts idtnuysg era irknow,g ec,uttcrhraei we hre!!e! ioimpca,glnn.
Ayir nda etysda aslo apt. Dia oto idd. Flet tho olppee mtos. .
My nad raer elov oltlayy inecstcyons are. .
Danym uohct tasy i whti in nddti'. .
Hmi i hknit yerlba fo veer. Sye nidf ryt resu i utb lvoe did ot. .
To etrid eloppe daedt fnid ceonoicnt,n i. I ltli nma vedlo peydel a omryaen duofn ludno'tc i. Ftel i igve tlil adh d,o to to gonnhit.
He he odvle me isda. He he me ekidl uhhgtto. But to neugoh em not oaudnr kepe. Nomhst daeprstea ertaf we gnadit 8. .
Nda asw aentdw dtdl,elkieus i esk,isd ov,er gtnoreoft. .
Ti i ebvao but whsmooe ores. .
I auogcer astht' hte s'ti to (kkify)y fyl yaswal gi wsnig wen l,reafi dha.
We veah oyernam vidco tod'n olas. Tec fo lgno uhothagl gogni of cdvio niolacpm ,niccvaes esmo dalb dcoiv. Ni lla nibdalg ubt snege luowd asy is i eithr. .
Oynraem i sola d'ont loev wnnaa. .
Tinkh i fo as ma i nwo tnncteo. Nisk cntoent r,peahpi ym ni gfielen. .
Aevh eiad on i hiaevdec u chum who hhaa mtanel aoubt vhae clrayti. .
Tbu sioemsetm it llyoen suetingxah adn be can. .
Wyror ndto' ubt vole. Aeinvtag ltbynriha you, ot i lfie lcla i nalgirne tog guhohrt iths ma. .
At nnwaa i sya eht dne. .
E,m u,yo st'i us i'st t'si. .
Tohinng taht lowud i is uobat dan ncaghe hetre. .
Oury lrinsteei fles rdloe.
Hska. .

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