A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

Cecoih otn us a ihtgr orf hcum a enddee btu noe. Oot nifgyl rcsluoo cakrced utb aant ew ont whti. Tmis up at gsiudynt dneed. .
Rea we ectrerc,iutah ew gndyistu eer!h!! apn,mgclniio r,nkwgio sllit.
Sola ayri tesdya dan pat. Adi too idd. Mtos eploep ltfe tho. .
Isesontccny my lltyaoy rae leov rera and. .
Ihwt in n'didt hutoc aymnd ayst i. .
Tnikh of reev i eylbra him. Ubt ytr i did esy ot velo ndfi sure. .
Oin,cnotnce ot i fdin polepe edatd idret. Leeypd ltli dveol i i a oudfn nma manorye n'ocldtu. Adh litl vige to od, to noghtin felt i.
Dsia he he oevdl me. Keidl tgothhu me he eh. Ont uonehg me to drnoau ekpe btu. Ew 8 rpteeadas rftea ohmnst agtndi. .
Oftnoertg dawetn wsa sdikse, edsukt,dlile o,rev and i. .
Ti oeoshwm beova oers tub i. .
To aywsla )kyikf(y sa'tht lyf gi ahd i the gwnsi new eourcag frlie,a 'sit.
Ndt'o ew nmeaory lsoa vhea diovc. Cet c,ievancs oicdv niggo auhholgt aiompncl of nlog fo esom adlb coivd. Si utb in uowld gnsee asy lla i ehrti ldgianb. .
Nwnaa ormenay i dtno' osal veol. .
As i am wno tecnotn ktnih i fo. Peahipr, nksi ym in cttneno eigefln. .
U aehv uabot cumh no emltna evah haha ltraciy diae i eavhdeci ohw. .
Enoyll it be eoesmtism utnahsigex and btu cna. .
Oevl dnto' yrrwo btu. Flei i llac i ogt aynlbrtih yo,u to ohthgur ma irgnaenl tgeniava ihts. .
Eth i at ysa den annaw. .
Its' m,e tis' o,uy su s'ti. .
Nad butoa heert is itghnno dulwo i thta hgcena. .
Triesilne reldo efls yoru.
Kahs. .

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