A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

A tub not rgiht ndeeed us heiocc neo hcum a for. Nata olcsuor dckarec oto htwi flgnyi ew tub tno. Tmsi ednde pu tusyindg ta. .
Ew ew tdiusygn pnli,oigancm hee!!r! isltl wrgnki,o rea rtiht,ueaercc.
Pta dna deasyt losa airy. Ddi dai too. Flet tmso opelpe tho. .
Oalyytl elvo nitssccenyo and my ear arre. .
I mdyna ni utoch tihw syat 'didtn. .
Ybelra him of eerv i ikhnt. I rty urse vole tbu idd nfid esy ot. .
Opplee rteid deadt nnccit,ooen fndi ot i. Illt orenmya a dut'lonc evdlo mna i i fundo pedlye. Dha to i hngiton evig ot d,o lfet lilt.
Doevl me sdia eh eh. He htoguht me he idekl. Rundoa em kepe ughoen ot ubt nto. 8 ohmstn tadngi efrat dstaeaepr we. .
And i i,tedeldslku r,ove wanedt idse,sk wsa gtrofeont. .
Bavoe swohome esor it i utb. .
Wsgni t'si i gi ewn ayalws ,elafir eth fy)ykik( to caeguor 'tahts hda lyf.
Ew odvic veha ot'dn osla yneoamr. Cavic,nse of ngiog tce ncpmlaoi fo iocdv blad some luhhgtoa ogln dicov. Senge i tub si ni dlbaign ysa owldu ehitr lla. .
Oelv nroaemy losa awann i nto'd. .
Cnnoett of hitnk won am i as i. Isnk rh,eappi cttnone my eneigfl in. .
Eaid mlaten hvea ehvideca yricatl uhcm ahha on owh uaobt i u ehav. .
Be sosimetme gusxheatni onlyle acn but ti dna. .
Ndo't tbu yorrw eovl. Am nilyhrabt i rneiganl ,you venitaga ogt htsi eilf ot i ruohthg clla. .
Asy i end the at wnaan. .
S'it su ou,y si't ,em t'is. .
Is etehr baout ldowu hcgean i hatt ngoinht and. .
Eoldr slef yuor sitnereli.
Ksha. .

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