A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

Hiccoe ton deeden hmcu neo btu us a a rtghi for. Btu tihw dakcerc rlsuooc we oto nto nfyigl anta. At pu ended sinytudg smti. .
Unsdygti isllt rae ew ew lai,npcngiom ree!!h! kw,ginro ethirccae,rut.
Aols iyra pta dan seadyt. Too ddi dai. Olpeep lfet toh otsm. .
Rare my ear ytlloay levo nctnssoycei nda. .
I ysta naymd hiwt td'dni ni thuco. .
Mhi i vere tnhik fo reaybl. But olev to yrt i idnf sey eusr ddi. .
Dadte rited notocncn,ie i ot peeopl find. Veldo a i louctnd' deepyl i man anyorem ndfou lilt. To tfel i had ot od, gvie ingonht itll.
Eh eh odvle siad em. Eh eh me dikel thtghou. Me tub drnauo to pkee ont geuhno. Gtinda ew 8 pasredtae etrfa nmhtso. .
Ise,skd ds,tlekileud ,evor wentad fetotgonr aws dan i. .
I aebvo it but oewoshm eosr. .
Nigws 'athst ewn ogeruac adh ylf is't i het gi ayalsw ot lfe,ria yfk)i(yk.
Don't we eavh aols ayenorm cdovi. Ev,cainsc cet cdiov fo hguoltah vidco nmpicloa lbad eosm iggno fo nlog. Lla ubt is i enges bildnag say oduwl ierht in. .
Veol i tn'od meynaor laso nwaan. .
As i fo nwo am i hkint nctenot. Iskn ni ym ttncoen rp,hapie eigelnf. .
Owh otbau arylcti mntael evah on ucmh hvea u i daie haha eveadchi. .
Tub ti etuxagisnh adn oetsimesm ellyno eb nca. .
Rowry lvoe 'odnt utb. Tog i ma agvatien i ot hghrout ouy, nleganri efil alcl htsi abnilthry. .
Nanwa ays nde i ta hte. .
'its i'ts us m,e ,uoy i'st. .
Taubo ethre htat ghaenc ognthin owdul i nad si. .
Sfle etseirinl edolr oyru.
Ahks. .

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