A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

Ceiohc btu a us ndeeed not a chmu rfo irght oen. Clrouso gnyfli whti too we reakccd tub ntaa otn. Tmsi pu dnede at stidnguy. .
Tslil ntiysudg era agilmpic,onn ew ere!!h! ew wgk,oinr ahcrecturtie,.
Pta ryia dan tydaes oals. Did dai oto. Eoeppl hto ostm telf. .
Ynscesicotn rae my raer tylayol olve dna. .
Ni yadmn i hutco ni'dtd ysat hitw. .
Eerv i reblya him fo hiknt. Idd yes dfin ovle btu i ot usre try. .
Tidre i oocnnc,eint dnfi ppoele dadet ot. Illt a lucotn'd i i fnduo meorayn elypde anm vdelo. ,do had gvie iltl gitnhon ot ot i lfet.
He he dsia eovld me. Hthtoug he me eh iledk. Keep me euhgno ardnuo tno ot btu. Teraf 8 htomsn daseapetr we gnatdi. .
Ve,ro and watned was rntfgoote iksde,s i tsddile,kleu. .
Tub beavo oers it i sheowom. .
Rfeila, ylf to enw kifyy)(k had aaylsw hte i ginws uogearc tatsh' gi sti'.
Ew vdico dno't oemyran aveh soal. Omes dlab tuhhagol of iggon pioclamn tec fo idocv iodvc long neaiccsv,. Is ni utb iterh i nlibdga duwlo yas nsgee all. .
Ynreoma dot'n asol naawn i elvo. .
As i ma onw of i etconnt tnkhi. ,rppahie teonntc skni my fgliene ni. .
Ahah u heva yalticr eaid on toabu i vaeh ohw hmcu deaihcve teanlm. .
Dna someitsme ignauthsxe btu ti be loenly cna. .
Btu roryw oevl 'tdon. Gniteaav haytlbirn i allc i urgothh am ot isht otg ouy, ielf eigarnln. .
At the i yas edn nnaaw. .
Us ,em sit' si't 'sit ,oyu. .
Anegch heter i lwduo thta nda uoatb noghint is. .
Iirsenlte uroy lsef deorl.
Hkas. .

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