A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Writing this email at 13:42 on Thursday 15th July 2021.. Your going to Silverstone on Sunday with Jamie .. Nottingham next weekend .. Rocky is staying at Mums. Pepsi was put down yesterday. Your not talking to your Dad at the moment.. It's still hard with him.. I'm not really sure what to say.. Life is confusing at the moment.. Your meant to be planning your wedding right now.. It's not going very well.. Jamie and I seem to be putting it off slightly.. You don't want to organize it by yourself.. You still don't know what you want to do with your life.. Career wise.. Everything wise... You feel like time is running out despite knowing that that is society's pressure not your own. I hope you are slightly further ahead at knowing what you want to do with your life.. Life is about finding something that you enjoy doing.. I hope you are still not stuck.. It doesn't feel like I'm helping with that process at the moment.. I'm rubbish at taking risks.. But I know that soon something will need to change.. Before it's too late. Regardless of what happens in the future, know that you are a good person. I hope that you are living your best life, however that might look. I hope that you have good people around you, people that care about you and who you care about as well. I hope that you are happy and loved. Life is for the living.. And it's never too late!