A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi! How are you? I've cut my wrist last night. It wasn't that deep and isang cut lang sya. I just wanna see some blood, and i want to satisfy myself. He told me that he was turned off to how i dress and how i look. That hurts me a lot. Please tell me that u're doing fine after 5 years. Please stop crying everynight until u can't breathe. And please live longer. I'm looking forward for u to read this in the future. Alishah will be 5 years old and u'll be 19 years old after 5 yrs. ik you'll forget abt me, and the traumas you've experience this year, i hope u'll find your happiness. Please live longer. See u after 5 years. I love you.