A letter from Jul 7th, 2021

Dear Rebekah (or whatever name you may go by now), How is it going? It's been 5 years since you wrote this letter. You are actually now 18. There is a lot going on. When I say a lot I mean A LOT. You have been fully vaccinated from COVID-19. It has been a couple of weeks since your sister came out. You better still be really proud of her. Ok but some topics of things that I want/need an update on. (or past you making future you cringe at your writing style and weird/sad/fing awkward things that are happening in life): Relationships: Ok, but do you have a partner? Like gurl right now you have too many crushes to count. But congrats you guessed it mostly on fictional characters. But you better not still have a crush on M. It will have been like 7 years of that crush. That would be a problem. Maybe not if you actually said something to them and either you got over it cause they rejected you for the 3rd or 4th time (at the time), or you somehow got in a relationship with them (and sorry but HIIIGHLY unlikely). But if you do have a partner, I wish you the best in that relationship. Cause right now, you are single AF and it is mfing sad. Covid: So is that still like a thing or no. Cause it has been about two weeks since you have been fully vaccinated against it. But guess what it has been like 2 years of Covid (I think I don't feel like doing the math right now) You technically don't have to still wear a mask, but you sometimes do anyway. I know it is going away slowly but surely but it might still be a small thing in the future. Hell, it probably is. 7 Syllabyls (that I know is spelled wrong but Grammarly is being a b***h and not correcting it) and 3 Words: ********* and Gender: Soo, right now we are thinking we are omnisexual and maybe a demigirl. But it is all so confusing right now. And like have you come out yet? I know Anastassia has been pushing you to come out lol. Ok, this one was shorter than the other ones probably are going to be. Friends: Ok so are you and Anastassia still like amazing friends? I really hope so because she is literally amazing. The best friend you could ever ask for. And like a few days after this was written you just met up for the second time since Covid. You went to this activity/water park thing. It was like an hour away from your house lmao. Are you still friends with Amalia and Adrianna? You three were like the power group. Even though half the time when you were in a Google Meet you had your cameras and mics off and did not talk for like the whole time. But you still love each other and are awesome friends. Another question. Have you cut C out of your life? She could be kinda toxic at times. And you could feel you kinda drifting away from her. You just really wanted to be friends but it was just not working out. Family: How is your sister doing? She is like 20 ish now. Did she actually move away and not come back ever like she was planning? But if that did happen, are you still in contact? Cause you two were literally such amazing siblings. You guys had an awesome bond. Did things actually get better between Mom and Dad? Did Dad go get help? Cause he like really needed/needs it. Mom probably needs some help too. They just will never stop fighting. I really hope that got better. Cause otherwise, you have the same plan as your sister here. Do you really have any people who you can trust in your life (other than friends)? Is Mom still super overprotective and you feel like you can't show your true self with her? Social Media: Ok, I feel like this one is gonna be sorta short. You have Instagram and like you have it, but you can't really show the side of you you want because you have family following you. You secretly have TikTok (if that is even still a thing now). But you don't post anything cause if the parents do happen to find it you would not want any content on there. Cause that could end badly. You have been thinking about getting a discord for a while. But never had the courage to get it. Same with a twitch account. And I know this does not count really but the MCP chat. How's that going? You've been hiding that lmao. Languages: Ok, I am fairly certain you still in fact know German. Cause like you are on summer break from your Senior year of high school. You learned German for the entirely of high school. Aaaand since you were like 4 so that would have been 14 years of your life. But you are also currently learning Italian (may or may not be because of Maneskin..). How is that one going? And did you continue learning Japanese? Cause that can be for school or maybe you decided to put up with that stupid owl named Duo for another course of a language. Cause you are doing the Italian with that. And did you maybe decide to pick up Swedish again? Favorites: Food: Sushi like all the way Color: Teal, Black, and Purple Song: Recovery-Maneskin, Cigarette Daydreams-Cage the Elephant or Magic Dance-David Bowie Band: Maneskin Animal: Axolotl Youtuber/Streamer: Ranboo, GeorgeNotFound, Tommyinnit, Tubbo, Soin1D, Gibi ASMR Show: Supernatural, Haikyuu, Jujitsu Kaisen, Love Island Movie: Dead Poet's Society Interests: Are you still into a lot of Horror Movie stuff? Or like True Crime things? Cause right now you are like obsessed with them. Are you still really into reading? (this was really short lol) Appearance: 5'9 with blue eyes. Blonde hair, and an average body ish. Kinda thick thighs and a bit of a stomach. Really basic style tbh. You look super straight and you hate it. You really want to change that. Okay this is getting like really long. So I am going to stop writing now. But one last thing. IS YOUR SLEEP SCHEDULE STILL F-ED UP!?!?! Best of luck with your future, Bekah <3