Hey love,
Now If you asked me where I think I'd be five years from now, I wouldn't know, I don't know what life has waiting for me, would I find love? Maybe find something better than love? Would I have a cat? A house? A child? I have absolutely no idea, that's what makes life beautiful, it being unexpected.
But if you ask me what I hope I'd have achieved by then, well I'd say having an English degree, so I can finally become a writer. Maybe learn the violin, I'd been wanting that for ages.
I want to remind you that you are loved, I love you unconditionally, I am proud of you, and your achievements however small they are.
I hope that by then both of our parents would be alright, I know how much ***** scares you, how much it's been terrifying you since you lost an uncle and aunt in the same month, I also hope all of our grandparents are alright, if they're not, I know they're proud of you, because so am I.
And well, If I don't live long enough to receive this letter, I must admit that there were so many things I wished I could do, and still wish to do, but I have lived a beautiful life, and I wouldn't trade it for a thing.
I love you, I'm proud of my little flower, you will always be enough for me, just remember that when it gets dark.
Love, me.
Epilogue
4 days later
hey me,
I come to you with news.
I have not found love, I don't have a cat, a house, or a child for now (thank god). And forgive me,...
Na i to ahve readlne i ron glniehs nlioiv entihre payl hte hwo geedre heav.
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Itagsna ewoshmta of wrteri a lal dds,o tghhou i am. Liwl ,ti teasl neyd i i i onfet at hatn otn rgegustl ubt rwiet ot ,not more try. I i ndee uyo uchm eht you sa ot ,pu uoy eupmesr dnwaet ellt i ti cbak tuthhog nwo btu 'ntddi eergde i ncyaf hatt sa. Cumh ognl as hepo oyu chtamieev,nes it sa usvigvrin that sgrnbi stih sbgnri my rfo em my trmih i as.
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I htog?uth eary fo mdae ue'dwvlo ot who me it ym eolge,lc nialf layciertn.
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Dogo i eemusrp iferg het nhaet'v the in lhals ysaer, i for evha tsap i ielf era,cg tehes 'sdog few stre my ow,n eliv uhgoth iwht ti iwht ilved tiwh efar, eht i of by ceexreindpe swn,e nad.
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Eewr wokn owter i ouy newh ma to stih eeedpsd,rs ouy dna no ahtt i tlrtee nglroe ,me. Eli,f ahd aerys wder hwne 5 knwo i uyro you of tath ouy lakbn a teh netx to nhtki boaut. Won i d'not.
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Vloe o(r ew)ld'ovu ttha orot,cd gos'd evah i zanimga a l,ilw ttha si owmh i hslal eb eusgdes lslah uyo vefi a ho,ues ,watn lhlas uwltdn'o i tenx i oetvpednelm owkn vaeh i yb hte in earpphs an you e,syar. Hslla i yb ersfdin eb eorndsrduu. Pc,u ti lal em oprablyb oppeel rufo i iwll eetm wdrlo cmuh arhepps dna i ovre eht so rfom will ni nlwdiwirh a eavh i thta eb os ti illw owdrl, xent iwll eth ibnrg rasey, ,fnu ocnemar eth eirdes dna. Am edcixte os i.
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Enuohg an lngo update, lovde i tath a i os ss,ol i nda nffuglllii dtrae dan hatt siht ttah thta a ot ll,ew vige tinhg of evah os vedil yanm i i eil,f okwn nseo tdfirreie dnt'o ,apyph ma for l'li fi i lduow'tn lvie swa you.
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Ouy, oelv ym erwflo elltit i. Edma ti! ew.
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El,ov me.
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