Hey love,
Now If you asked me where I think I'd be five years from now, I wouldn't know, I don't know what life has waiting for me, would I find love? Maybe find something better than love? Would I have a cat? A house? A child? I have absolutely no idea, that's what makes life beautiful, it being unexpected.
But if you ask me what I hope I'd have achieved by then, well I'd say having an English degree, so I can finally become a writer. Maybe learn the violin, I'd been wanting that for ages.
I want to remind you that you are loved, I love you unconditionally, I am proud of you, and your achievements however small they are.
I hope that by then both of our parents would be alright, I know how much ***** scares you, how much it's been terrifying you since you lost an uncle and aunt in the same month, I also hope all of our grandparents are alright, if they're not, I know they're proud of you, because so am I.
And well, If I don't live long enough to receive this letter, I must admit that there were so many things I wished I could do, and still wish to do, but I have lived a beautiful life, and I wouldn't trade it for a thing.
I love you, I'm proud of my little flower, you will always be enough for me, just remember that when it gets dark.
Love, me.
Epilogue
4 days later
hey me,
I come to you with news.
I have not found love, I don't have a cat, a house, or a child for now (thank god). And forgive me,...
Ot an deeger eht teenihr dnlraee i violin ahev nlsegih owh i onr pyla aehv.
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All ma rertiw semtahow guhoth dds,o a i insaagt of. I entof ton to rty ewtir i i nhta btu ,ti no,t at will dnye tesal tsgrelug orem. Eeegdr hmcu now eend thta uyo it tbu p,u ni'dtd teh oyu llte cbka yacnf rsempue to ndweta sa sa i i i uoy i uohthgt. Me trihm as rsgnbi hoep my shit ym gnbris as htat uyo svuirnvig i rof it mhuc ecmaehinst,ve logn as.
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I to lgol,eec me aedm ytnlreaic ainlf arye uh?htogt ym how ti evwod'lu of.
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Lahsl iwth ithw rest wn,o dog's erpseum htwi godo i wnes, seary, ieeeprxncde uhgoht in i ilef leidv nda fwe ym fireg ti stpa hte levi frae, i i vahe het yb fo teh cagr,e evah'tn sehte fro.
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Htat i dna s,sedeerpd uyo to ortwe tshi eewr uoy tterel ,em nehw ma golner no onkw i. Oyu xtne tath a ot dewr ikhnt uyo i teh royu yresa nalbk adh 5 fo when utboa l,ief nwok. I onw nod't.
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Wnko sseedgu ll,iw yuo hslal loev mzgaina 'dgos ntdlouw' a halsl atth extn t,naw i sr,eya by is eb arphesp (or vahe pteldonemve i i i taht na hlsal veah a fvie mhwo )luew'dvo het r,tcdoo yuo oeus,h ni i. Be yb i aslhl rnrodseduu irsendf. Ldhiriwnw rdwol adn erdise ahtt bylbaorp ppeole i liwl adn rveo so rol,wd wlli texn teh ocearmn i eb i rbgni in hcmu all hte so it eprhpsa em tmee a ti lliw c,pu lwli mofr teh heva srey,a orfu n,uf. Ixeectd am i so.
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If nmya so that eliv i i rated am long tepud,a ttah na ehva vegi iulfflngil to'nd payh,p henguo i ahtt i tish a nowk s,los wldt'nou vldeo nhtgi of ot fe,il saw i i dna sone wlel, taht rtdfierie dlvei rof so dna lil' a uoy.
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My i velo lfwero y,uo tleilt. Dmea !it ew.
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Em eovl,.
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