A letter from Jul 6th, 2021

Hey love, Now If you asked me where I think I'd be five years from now, I wouldn't know, I don't know what life has waiting for me, would I find love? Maybe find something better than love? Would I have a cat? A house? A child? I have absolutely no idea, that's what makes life beautiful, it being unexpected. But if you ask me what I hope I'd have achieved by then, well I'd say having an English degree, so I can finally become a writer. Maybe learn the violin, I'd been wanting that for ages. I want to remind you that you are loved, I love you unconditionally, I am proud of you, and your achievements however small they are. I hope that by then both of our parents would be alright, I know how much ***** scares you, how much it's been terrifying you since you lost an uncle and aunt in the same month, I also hope all of our grandparents are alright, if they're not, I know they're proud of you, because so am I. And well, If I don't live long enough to receive this letter, I must admit that there were so many things I wished I could do, and still wish to do, but I have lived a beautiful life, and I wouldn't trade it for a thing. I love you, I'm proud of my little flower, you will always be enough for me, just remember that when it gets dark. Love, me.