Hey love,
Now If you asked me where I think I'd be five years from now, I wouldn't know, I don't know what life has waiting for me, would I find love? Maybe find something better than love? Would I have a cat? A house? A child? I have absolutely no idea, that's what makes life beautiful, it being unexpected.
But if you ask me what I hope I'd have achieved by then, well I'd say having an English degree, so I can finally become a writer. Maybe learn the violin, I'd been wanting that for ages.
I want to remind you that you are loved, I love you unconditionally, I am proud of you, and your achievements however small they are.
I hope that by then both of our parents would be alright, I know how much ***** scares you, how much it's been terrifying you since you lost an uncle and aunt in the same month, I also hope all of our grandparents are alright, if they're not, I know they're proud of you, because so am I.
And well, If I don't live long enough to receive this letter, I must admit that there were so many things I wished I could do, and still wish to do, but I have lived a beautiful life, and I wouldn't trade it for a thing.
I love you, I'm proud of my little flower, you will always be enough for me, just remember that when it gets dark.
Love, me.
Epilogue
4 days later
hey me,
I come to you with news.
I have not found love, I don't have a cat, a house, or a child for now (thank god). And forgive me,...
Na aylp i nro edrelna to rdeeeg ehva ilvnio have hnrtiee who eglhnis the i.
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Terriw i a fo snaigta am lla s,ddo wametsoh ghhuot. To tno, i grgtlues edny notef eomr tno lwli ,ti i at tasle try ewrit ahtn i ubt. As i i it i pu, as kabc tuogthh ouy eawdtn ot d'tdin ubt own reumesp thta i ltle oyu yafcn deen edeger eht uhmc you. I as it ivniugrvs tath em ginsbr my t,cneahesemvi ym hits as tmhir you snrgbi as hmuc nglo heop for.
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Ayer ym tho?utgh collg,ee hwo to ti eiytcraln ilfan i fo ludwvo'e em amed.
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The fo ptsa mrsueep erfig life egr,ac by g'sod i crpeednxiee tesr o,nw hoguth aehv e,arf sheet ihwt het ti i i lalsh lidve 'henvat nwse, hte doog efw ithw adn ym twih i ra,sye ofr leiv in.
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Uoy orgenl teorw i hnew dan i ,em ttah isth knwo am tetrle s,predesde ouy no ewre ot. I hda uroy fo nkabl ot khitn ntex tbauo a ttha kown the wenh 5 sreya ouy oyu ,leif wdre. Wno 'notd i.
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Si olu'wdtn uoy i i a ueh,os levo 'dsgo a ro( i ttha w,lli aevh wkno n,atw eht eb xnte nzgmiaa ehva e'wvo)ldu by i wmho co,ortd lalsh haprpes fvie in geuessd lsalh i lslah oyu tath ,ysaer na nlpeomvedte. Ifsrden asllh edrodursun i eb yb. Mrfo hatt in ,upc eht em i ucmh wlli drlwo, rfou iwll hte esayr, it haev dna i lorwd the i roev fn,u it lal irbgn pbrbaylo eelpop lliw dan exnt os lwil be a whrnlidwi paepsrh so rieesd emet amrcnoe. Tiexedc am i os.
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So ,ellw if rof vleid i os efli, gvei oknw swa wotn'dul and an eefditrir to guhone t,pduae i taht atht llnffiuilg of htat soen vaeh yuo i i i ymna veli nihgt nogl d'otn dan rdate i apyph, ,sosl odvle a taht am stih a ill'.
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Ittell i oy,u loefwr velo ym. T!i deam we.
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Veol, me.
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