Hey love,
Now If you asked me where I think I'd be five years from now, I wouldn't know, I don't know what life has waiting for me, would I find love? Maybe find something better than love? Would I have a cat? A house? A child? I have absolutely no idea, that's what makes life beautiful, it being unexpected.
But if you ask me what I hope I'd have achieved by then, well I'd say having an English degree, so I can finally become a writer. Maybe learn the violin, I'd been wanting that for ages.
I want to remind you that you are loved, I love you unconditionally, I am proud of you, and your achievements however small they are.
I hope that by then both of our parents would be alright, I know how much ***** scares you, how much it's been terrifying you since you lost an uncle and aunt in the same month, I also hope all of our grandparents are alright, if they're not, I know they're proud of you, because so am I.
And well, If I don't live long enough to receive this letter, I must admit that there were so many things I wished I could do, and still wish to do, but I have lived a beautiful life, and I wouldn't trade it for a thing.
I love you, I'm proud of my little flower, you will always be enough for me, just remember that when it gets dark.
Love, me.
Epilogue
4 days later
hey me,
I come to you with news.
I have not found love, I don't have a cat, a house, or a child for now (thank god). And forgive me,...
I orn na hwo lignhes trhinee alyp hte reladne eegdre ot veha heva i violni.
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I rwtrei uthhgo all intsgaa am of ,ddos a mhewtaso. Rty i ton eorm i gleurtsg ton, ta i,t endy tub nhat to fneto lstae llwi retwi i. Uhthtog tub eedrge edntaw as you as onw llet i yfnac ouy i pu, it kacb mhuc the i to eend i erpemsu oyu hatt ni'dtd. Ym pohe uoy hrtmi as as i bsinrg that me olng vsvignriu rof ihts mcuh as ti am,nestheeciv gsnrib ym.
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Oecglel, uoght?ht ti ym hwo uwedvol' ancetiryl aeyr ot me fo emda i ianfl.
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Othuhg a,ersy i het ildev het stre ni ,sewn r,aef efw eecpdnerxei with i egrif erpemus eavh ym ofr os'gd avenht' i hte ae,rcg htese hlasl dna i ti fiel hwit odgo by itwh w,no sapt of ielv.
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Tihs to yuo ttha ngreol ,spdedsere whne otwre nwko oyu am on i eerw tetlre nad ,me i. I oury kwno the rdwe i,fel ahd 5 thta knhti xent nweh ot you utaob fo uyo a nlakb resay. Ond't onw i.
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Aeys,r hatt lsahl na haev i nowk hlsal si nw,ta (or a yuo you nxte have a peoldmenevt eeudgss huso,e ni ltuonwd' ,doroct ppsaher womh llhsa ahtt vwe'o)udl i dgso' i the i be lveo fiev by mgaizan ,ilwl i. Sfneird by lhsla snurdderuo eb i. The urfo lwil the lopeep hte dseire ldnwwihri and i nbgri rfmo tnxe illw i emet voer unf, in rhapsep mhuc l,wdro lliw aomrnce a lwil hatt eb it dna em i so hvea drlwo syer,a cpu, yapobblr so all it. Dxeicet os i am.
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Atht to orf tgihn lovde i many a lwel, hvea i na nad a os nad htat flulflinig i swa fo ondt' dtera taht you os veidl nsoe gnlo i fi os,ls nughoe ivel lotnwu'd nwok 'lli py,hpa i erdiietrf li,ef i ,pdetua vgei that isht am.
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I lveo ym lerwof tltlie uyo,. Ew aemd ti!.
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Olv,e em.
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