Hey love,
Now If you asked me where I think I'd be five years from now, I wouldn't know, I don't know what life has waiting for me, would I find love? Maybe find something better than love? Would I have a cat? A house? A child? I have absolutely no idea, that's what makes life beautiful, it being unexpected.
But if you ask me what I hope I'd have achieved by then, well I'd say having an English degree, so I can finally become a writer. Maybe learn the violin, I'd been wanting that for ages.
I want to remind you that you are loved, I love you unconditionally, I am proud of you, and your achievements however small they are.
I hope that by then both of our parents would be alright, I know how much ***** scares you, how much it's been terrifying you since you lost an uncle and aunt in the same month, I also hope all of our grandparents are alright, if they're not, I know they're proud of you, because so am I.
And well, If I don't live long enough to receive this letter, I must admit that there were so many things I wished I could do, and still wish to do, but I have lived a beautiful life, and I wouldn't trade it for a thing.
I love you, I'm proud of my little flower, you will always be enough for me, just remember that when it gets dark.
Love, me.
Epilogue
4 days later
hey me,
I come to you with news.
I have not found love, I don't have a cat, a house, or a child for now (thank god). And forgive me,...
I ot rtnheie hiengls lypa oivnli nrladee the i owh nor ahve ehav edgree na.
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Fo am eawshomt ierrwt nasaigt i gthhuo a dsd,o all. Dney ton iertw ,otn i ,ti ruetggsl lliw ot tnha atesl at ytr tub i tfneo erom i. Wndtae you ot cbka i i'ddtn eth mchu uoy sa ttah i as u,p eedn fynca hhugtot lelt tub i ouy degere i supmree own ti. As snrbgi hucm itrhm em tsih peho i ym ouy that my sa fro lgon as sginrb iuisgnvvr haeetcvns,emi it.
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Em i erliatync ti of gocl,ele aedm to who olwev'du ym ifnal reya thoutgh?.
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Rfeig i odog dosg' eth ym salhl ni whti y,sear wes,n npeexceeidr hte eehts won, i live hitw rmpusee gra,ec by few adn ahnvt'e i hte i ,rfea htuhgo rfo vaeh ihtw ti eldiv stpa trse ifel of.
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Reew i ot eetrlt nda enhw i me, rowet atht uyo onrelg hits am you dese,redsp kwon on. Oyu that fo uyo 5 ayers dha wder i to nokw utabo uyro ntkih nlakb netx the ehwn ,feil a. Onw i dtn'o.
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Dntuol'w halsl ifev yb you xnte vhea kwon angimaz tmleeonedvp i oushe, lslah sesedug i doco,tr hte ahsll evah i i a e,rsay mwho an a leov or( watn, os'dg hatt that wli,l is evud')owl be appeshr ni you i. I yb fnserdi eb soedrdunur asllh. Etnx ti eorv apphesr lla wlil evha n,fu ,cpu gbrni in liwl hte het o,rwdl frmo os teh i atth me illw i erdeis eb wlli polepe muhc os dna oaybrbpl rya,es a owldr mrceaon mete liwirhndw it uofr i dna. Am i dctxeei os.
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For ymna dupa,et nolg i aehv tod'n of lveid llwe, was i os ngheuo pa,yhp you ol'udtwn i lvie eriefidtr kwon sosl, llfuiiflgn ttha ma esno na edvlo etrad l'li i i iveg htat to ahtt i htta ihst a lfe,i os dna a nda nhigt if.
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Wefolr ym i ,uyo olev etiltl. I!t eamd ew.
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Em el,vo.
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