Hey love,
Now If you asked me where I think I'd be five years from now, I wouldn't know, I don't know what life has waiting for me, would I find love? Maybe find something better than love? Would I have a cat? A house? A child? I have absolutely no idea, that's what makes life beautiful, it being unexpected.
But if you ask me what I hope I'd have achieved by then, well I'd say having an English degree, so I can finally become a writer. Maybe learn the violin, I'd been wanting that for ages.
I want to remind you that you are loved, I love you unconditionally, I am proud of you, and your achievements however small they are.
I hope that by then both of our parents would be alright, I know how much ***** scares you, how much it's been terrifying you since you lost an uncle and aunt in the same month, I also hope all of our grandparents are alright, if they're not, I know they're proud of you, because so am I.
And well, If I don't live long enough to receive this letter, I must admit that there were so many things I wished I could do, and still wish to do, but I have lived a beautiful life, and I wouldn't trade it for a thing.
I love you, I'm proud of my little flower, you will always be enough for me, just remember that when it gets dark.
Love, me.
Epilogue
4 days later
hey me,
I come to you with news.
I have not found love, I don't have a cat, a house, or a child for now (thank god). And forgive me,...
Onr how leenrad apyl to hnliseg ehinert ehav evah an i nlviio rgdeee het i.
.
Tohuhg i wmasoeth gtniasa fo lla ma a iwrrte ,dods. I tno remo ,ont i deny will ahnt ta try ubt to it, toenf i irewt ueglrtgs steal. Nadtew srpeuem utb ayncf sa i rdegee i ouy t'indd ti as i ouy uhmc i won ttah the etll ndee uoy ot huthogt bakc up,. Ofr rugvsvini mhcu as i ouy ogln my ym imhtr thta sheeva,icment ti gsrnbi isth em sa sa rsnibg ophe.
.
I huot?hgt it ot inlcryeta fo luvoe'dw goll,cee how ym yare me ailnf amed.
.
Sne,w riegf ofr gs'do fo i ni i atsp teh'anv twhi asllh oogd npceixeered won, hwit feli ster hte yb htsee wfe it eavh ihtw and y,raes ivle edvli i cr,gea eth eprsuem i teh my ohtghu efar,.
.
Adn ot ernlog hnwe es,peseddr ltrete i otrew ,em hsit atht uoy no eewr konw i yuo ma. You ihtnk aoubt fo lkabn ersya i ewrd taht 5 ot teh uoy ,eifl okwn a hewn ryou xetn hda. T'don i won.
.
Iamgzan ahlsl hwom uoy atht hslla oyu u'eowvdl) i lwoutnd' cto,dro eho,us i ehav mplovedtnee in ttha vife natw, na i o(r evah voel rasey, onkw esdusge by txne a a sllah eth od'sg pashpre i w,ill i eb is. Ernsdfi by salhl i eb druurnsoed. U,cp in liwl i polepe teh a lilw os taht and wrodl lilw bbypolra much me veah f,nu orve hte nad all wdhniirwl ti hte i i furo ocrmena eb os resied ti netx olrwd, lliw rofm phsepra nbrig etme s,yaer. Os i am deixetc.
.
Am ttha otnd' fi so htat ayhp,p you i dtaer iegv dna a dan saw vaeh fo thsi ot namy tinhg eriitrefd i ,lewl na ttha okwn a e,lfi ll'i ttha iglflulinf os,sl gnhueo ogln i i notd'uwl d,teaup evldi lvdoe os orf i i vlie seon.
.
Ittell oelv i my y,uo rfoewl. Aedm ew it!.
.
Em ev,lo.
This user has written an update to this letter.To see what they wrote, please
Press ← and → on your keyboard to move between
letters
Sign in to FutureMe
or use your email address
Create an account
or use your email address
FutureMe uses cookies, read how
Share this FutureMe letter
Copy the link to your clipboard:
Or share directly via social media:
Why is this inappropriate?