Hey love,
Now If you asked me where I think I'd be five years from now, I wouldn't know, I don't know what life has waiting for me, would I find love? Maybe find something better than love? Would I have a cat? A house? A child? I have absolutely no idea, that's what makes life beautiful, it being unexpected.
But if you ask me what I hope I'd have achieved by then, well I'd say having an English degree, so I can finally become a writer. Maybe learn the violin, I'd been wanting that for ages.
I want to remind you that you are loved, I love you unconditionally, I am proud of you, and your achievements however small they are.
I hope that by then both of our parents would be alright, I know how much ***** scares you, how much it's been terrifying you since you lost an uncle and aunt in the same month, I also hope all of our grandparents are alright, if they're not, I know they're proud of you, because so am I.
And well, If I don't live long enough to receive this letter, I must admit that there were so many things I wished I could do, and still wish to do, but I have lived a beautiful life, and I wouldn't trade it for a thing.
I love you, I'm proud of my little flower, you will always be enough for me, just remember that when it gets dark.
Love, me.
Epilogue
4 days later
hey me,
I come to you with news.
I have not found love, I don't have a cat, a house, or a child for now (thank god). And forgive me,...
Nlheigs who hvae aveh i nor egdeer delnrae alpy nhteeir an i teh ovniil ot.
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Guohth a ma lla fo i dod,s ietrrw thawoems tisngaa. Ilwl at i ont dyne i irtew ot ealts i lutgserg otn, ahnt foent mroe yrt but ,ti. Dditn' sa hte to yafnc it i oyu ndee eadntw as i uyo umhc tbu cakb thhogut i uoy uerepsm deeger atht ,up i tlle onw. Runivvigs oehp thta ingbrs for oyu ihmtr ym ihst as it me lnog nisgrb emtcaeni,hsve as ym i umch as.
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Of my gt?uhhot golcl,ee to yrea meda oevw'lud i rliytecan how it nlfai em.
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,wnse ptsa fwe ti ghouth ym itwh i xeinrecedpe re,acg reeumps veldi ni evli osgd' rof dgoo vahen't twhi grfie fo stehe the i evah hte ref,a ersay, yb tiwh lalhs elfi i hte ow,n adn i etrs.
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Shit oewtr onkw ma ot dna nhew noelrg i ,em eewr tath yuo eep,sdders on i lterte uoy. Rewd you kalbn ttah obtua to nhew e,fli teh a adh kwno fo aysre your 5 i nxet yuo ihtnk. I dt'on wno.
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I howm ouy ogds' oyu eemvelondtp that a lw,li slhla veha i si ngamzia ni be vhae i ugedsse tro,ocd i by hte nokw lahls na atht ,sehou lahls ')uwleodv ,eayrs ,nwta evif r(o tenx a asperhp i lveo ldon'uwt. I osnuderurd llahs eb by inderfs. C,up mrcoaen wlil cuhm liwl a i wrodl etme teh em nda seedri i in wlli omrf adn girbn lal dwrl,o nlwwirdih pleepo unf, it lilw reov eb se,ary so ttah urfo the os apesphr rablpboy ahve i eht enxt it. So i am teicexd.
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A lil' i i ma seno ilev vleod gflilifunl rfo ot i i i so ,phapy ftrdeieri os htat ymna htat velid ahtt fo a i fie,l t,uaped this dto'n nglo gnehou ehva yuo evgi ellw, ttah hitng dan if ,osls nda owkn was aretd na t'luwndo.
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Ou,y vole my rfewol ttille i. Aedm ew t!i.
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Ole,v em.
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