A letter from Jul 5th, 2021

hey teagan in the future, its me, you right now at 9:03 pm sobbing cause life is ****. i miss my friends. i miss them so much. and i cant even get to see them. i hope you're still alive. truly, i hope you're out there living dreams that i, right now, don't even know about yet. i hope that whatever you're doing, you're doing it well, by truly living. you're 14 right now. I'm most likely gonna send this to you when you're 20, and on a random date, you know, just to see how you are. i hope you're happy, and if you're not, don't **** yourself just yet you hear me? cause look man i wanna **** myself right now, but hey, I'm pushing through, just for you to be where you are right now. wherever that may be , good or bad. so stay alive for me, yeah? i know things are ******* ****. but hey, they might not be for so long. and hey your life might not even be **** right now, you could be thriving. whatever it is, i hope you're okay. i love you. i hope you've moved in with mya, clyde, and milo already, if not then omfg what are you waiting for, CAUSE I WANNA GET OUTA THIS DAMNED HOUSE RIGHT NOW AND YOU MEAN TO TELL ME YOU'RE STILL THERE?? ABSOLUTELY NOT PACK YOU'RE **** AND LEAVE RN. anyway, man i love you, and i am so ******* proud of you. i don't care if you arent even proud of yourself. just know that your younger self is. you deserve happiness. so go out there, and do whatever you put your mind to because i ******* know that you can and will. i am so proud of you for being here and trying, and always giving it your all. i love you so much. and i hope you're well <3 (song listened to while typing this- The Neighbourhood- The Beach (Instrumental) ) (time - from 9:03 pm - 9:15 pm) <3