A letter from Jul 5th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Skdjdhd idk what to adress you as, you've probably graduated by now, you hopefully have a job, but it's ok if you don't, you have time to figure it out. I hope these years haven't been inordinately tough to you, I hope you have lots of close friends, who you feel happy and safe around, I hope you managed to do everything I'm hoping to do, but I'd understand if you haven't, time has a way of changing my goals. I hope you've shirked my terrible habit of putting things off till the last minute, I hope you've gotten the help you need for your mental health, I hope you're a better person. It's three am as I write this, that's another thing I hope you've fixed, my ungodly sleep schedule. I have exams in a week or so, that I should definitely be studying and revising for but I haven't started yet, I'll probably start tomorrow, hopefully you'll look back at your first semester and laugh at how silly you were to be worried about the things I'm worried about. This letter isn't very well thought out I'm mostly just going stream of consciousness with this, hope it ages well. I have no idea where I'll be in 5 years and I have basically no plan, I just have a goal of doing something that can help people and that I can tolerate if not love. Anyway, I think that's all I have for now, take care, love you, be sure to pass it on to even further in the future me :) PS: If you're still in touch w nyx and sam and maya say hi, I'm terribly afraid I'll have lost touch with them by next year. If you aren't in touch with them, say hi anyway, doesn't hurt to check in. With love, You, I guess