A letter from Jul 5th, 2021

Dear N, happy 25th birthday, self. by the time you are writing this letter, you feel sad because you have just finished watching Violet Evergarden. but your heart currently is relieved, because you are still there. i hope by the time you read this, COVID is over, and you’re happy, smiling, had a good day or having the best time of your life. i hope you are healthy, along with your mama and sisters. you are afraid of dying, aren’t you? so i hope you are taking care of yourself, please be alright. i hope by the time you read this, you are really really happy… love, your 19 year old self