A letter from Jul 5th, 2021

Dear Future Nick!! >.< Hello, I am currently typing this at 6:25 in the **** morning with NO sleep. Why? I don't know, my sleep schedule is ****. You probably know this anyway but still. Hopefully it's fixed by the time you read this in 5 years. :") Well currently I'm 16, so at the time you're reading this, I'll be 21. LOOOOL ur old. A year and a half ago I came out as trans, and since a few months ago I've settled just for gender-queer and bi (tho I've been out as bi since I was 13 :3). How's that going? Was it really just a phase all long? I hope not. I'm quite happy with who I am in that department rn :P As of now, I've been working at Domino's Pizza for the last couple months. My first job, can you believe it? I mean it's not the most fantastic thing, but (most of) my coworkers are great! ^-^ I wonder if I'm in business school now, since that was originally my plan. I wonder if I still love to edit, and play stupid games like Crash Bandicoot (even tho I rage quit more often than I should). Did my love for writing ever fade? Did my random urges to draw ever disappear? I guess that's only for you to tell >:O I wonder how my friends are doing now. How's Alex doing? Please tell me we're still friends. I mean he's been here since we were like 12, he knew us through our annoying phases in middle school. That must mean sOmething. Did anything ever happen with that coworker? Were you finally able to really befriend her? You know who I'm talking about :"D I don't wanna say her name ;_; What about my internet friends? They still there?? I mean usually they don't last too long, but idk :] plus I love Vani a lot. Hmm what else to talk about. It's summer now, and I'm going into my junior year of high school. I'm actually going into a dual enrollment program, so btw you're welcome for those free college credits. I've been going to therapy for over a year now but it's not helped much, plus it hasn't been very regular. I'm trying one last therapy office. I hope it works out. I just want to feel not so stressed, and maybe a bit happier. OH are you still collecting enamel pins? Right now I'm at over like 70 :D in 5 years I bet that would be a wayyybigger number. As for trends going on, well the ocean is on fire somehow,, I think it was in the gulf of Mexico, I'm not sure though. The FBI recently released like super old documents (had to for legal reasons) and people are going crazy about aliens. And of course you can't forget covid-19 coronavirus and the ol' mask debate. Personally, I still wear a mask even though only really mom still does it with me. I'm not vaccinated yet, bc mom and dad said no ;_; but whatever. Apparently there's a new covid variation out that people are freaking out over. Also TikTok is way more popular than it should be. I don't go on it so often anymore, but it's good for some laughs occasionally. Dan Howell finally came back from his hiatus like a week ago by doing a pride stream (I love him). ^___^ Speaking of Dan, I am a big fan of Dan and Phil. I got way back into them almost a year ago and they make me so happy. It's weird knowing I've been watching them since I was like 11. O_o They are truly a comfort. <3 Unfortunately I think that's going to wrap it up for this letter. Sorry if it was a little disappointing for a 5 year old time capsule, but it's the best you're going to get from my lazy ***. If you're not satisfied, then write a new one for when I'm 26 idk lmao. This is not english class ok shh!! Anywayayayay bYeeee Your Lovely Dearest, 16 yr old Nick ^__^ PS u probs suck goodnigjt