A letter from Jul 5th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey self I hope u didn't **** yourself cuz lately life is a bit difficult ,and i hope u are okay ,And u made ur dream come true and ,I think u now is married and ,u have a lot children how do u feel now , ru feel okay or no ,is a life still **** ,how are ur family and , ru live in nyc ru studying in Cornell Uni and , what is ur major ,OMG I can’t stop thinking about the scary future i crying now cuz I don't think I'm gonna see this LETTER اتمنى اني اشوف الرساله اتمنى انني للحين ما انتحرت