A letter from Jul 5th, 2021

hey so i decided to write second letter for you because i think you can read this if you are bored and still alive. i'm honestly genuinely so scared of being alone, i hope you have some friends there that could accompany you for awhile. i don't know or what to do when i am in your place but i hope you chose something that's right. if we don't graduate high school properly you're so ****** up so take school seriously, i don't care if you're tired or anything just do something before you end up on the streets and no one not even you can help yourself. anyway my leg is kinda itchy i thought i should let you know also i am writing this on my phone and charging too, the current percentage is 59%. we're so short on money tbh & idek if i'm gonna survive the pandemic when the cases are so high. i'm currently deciding whether if i should send this on your birthday incase if you're doing nothing at that day & you happen to receive this letter from me! i can hardly remember anything these days but today i feel like i got dropped by the whole friend group & that's okay i deserve it. its 1:25am right now and today is monday, 5th of july 2021. we're both are probably different person but i hope you're different in a good way. if stuff is bad for u atm, write a letter and give to your future self to read & remind them how far you have gone also tell them about your day i guess. my back hurts and my head hurts too but hi i hope you haven't done anything so wild like doing some ****** up stuff please don't that's gonna mess your brain so bad and i hope you're not cringing at this but hi i love cats and i hope you got a cat beside you right now. i want you to live in an appartment. everything is so overwhelming for me, i hope you're having a wonderful day as you're reading this. happy birthday, you have gone so far and i hope you are living a wonderful life. i am talking so much i hope i'm not annoying you but this is so crazy you actually lived through all those ages i thought i would die at! i mean obviously i don't even know if you're gonna read this since i might die but coffins are so expensive ?!?! why do i keep going back to ***** talk but seriously this is so surprising you're so grown, it feels like time is moving so fast goodbye & write a letter for your future self too so all of us are receiving letters from each other!