A letter from Jul 1st, 2021

Hey double D, long time no see. How’s Jakarta? I hope this letter finds you doing well. I hope you’ve let go of the trivial things that bother you about yourself, but find joy in the little things that have truly meant so much in life. I hope you have confronted your inner fears, smashed your insecurities, let go of your inner doubts; I hope you’ve embraced your inner strength, committed your will, flourished in your ability to positively impact others. I hope you aren’t afraid of finding out what others think of you, and instead actively sought out others’ thoughts and incorporated them into the weave of your life’s blanket. I hope your dreams have come true, that you’ve lived life to the fullest and made the most of each day as you tried to when you were younger. I hope you feel confident that you’ve tried your best, didi. I hope you continue to have a desire to learn and grow, to never stop contemplating how you can be a better version of yourself, and to help others see what they cannot. I hope you’ve stayed steadfast in your faith, and trusted that He had you in his hands, always. Jangan terus merasa gagal, karna kegagalan bukanlah sesuatu yang membuat masa depanmu lebih cerah. Semoga segala impian yang udah saya tanam hari ini terlihat pada 5 tahun ke depan! Until we meet, Future Self, Me.