A letter from Jun 29th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, How're you today? I hope you're doing great. It sucks for me today. I had a fight with Cupang. Well, at least I think I did. And right now I've been feeling awkward about it since last night. Do we lose her as a friend in the future? Let me know! How's mom? Is she okay? I hope she's healthy and I hope you treat her well. You know how much I care about her. Also what about dad? Is he still smoking? I hope not. Please scold him for me if he still smokes. What about the others? Any of our siblings married yet? Maybe more nieces or nephews? How's Dya? I bet she's gonna start going to school soon. God, I can't wait to see her grow up. Hey, um do I still call you your deadname or... did anything change? Are you out yet? If you are, do they accept us....? I really hope they do. I'm too scared to come out right now but I hope the future me has enough courage to do it. Because let's be honest here, we're both scared of getting hate.... especially from our mom. If nobody from the family supports you, please remember that I will always support you. Whatever choices that you make, I won't change a thing. I hope the choices you make are what's best for you and YOU only. So, please. Please be happy, for both of us. Anyways, I'm pretty sure you've graduated from college now. Congrats! You've worked hard. I hope your work makes you happy. And maybe, you earn quite a lot of money lol. If you do, please donate. A lot of people are suffering from poverty alone, and I hope we can help them, even it's only one person we help. It's a small step to change the world for the better. Are you in a relationship right now? Cause right now, I don't plan on having any relationship. Heck, I want to stay single forever. So, did it change? Or are we still a badass single lemon? Lmao, that was cringe. On a serious note tho, I hope you're happy, be it single or being in a relationship. How are our two best friends and our traveling buddies? Are we still friends with them? I hope so. I know how sad it is to lose a friend. That would just suck. Have you traveled anywhere else together? It would be nice to know if you're a backpacker. Anyways, this is getting pretty long. I'm gonna end it. Once again, I hope you're happy and thank you for living this long. I'm so proud of you. I love you. See you around! Love, Rafa :)