A letter from Jun 28th, 2021

Dear Polya, hi. First of all, you have been doing great for the past several years. You (I...) did good things for your future (I'm sure!). You'd been working in the place which barely suited you & you didn't give up. As you remember, you accepted the job offer in October, 2020. And it had been continuing for more than 7 months. It all was for you to move out from your hometown. I hope, you have succeeded in it. I want to believe that St.Petersburg is friendly to you & you found a well-paid job. Anyway, if it’s not then I’m sure you chose another way to be happy no matter what. For me on this day the most important thing is to move and settle down in St.Petersburg. I want to find a job which I would (at least) like & respect. I understand life could be different now but right now, on 28th of June 28, 2021 I have nothing but thoughts about my mental health. And one of the reasons for my health is to find a workplace where I wouldn’t go with doubts & always in a bad mood. I’m worried about mom to move out from Yaroslavl. I want her to be with us in St.Petersburg. I know it’s much bigger than my moving from the city but I want to believe that you & Vika have succeeded in it either. I don’t want to leave her on her own & forget about all great things which she did to us. Anyway, if its’s still (for some reasons) didn’t happened so do something with it. She deserves to have a better place to stay. I love her so much & wish her all the best. Right now, I don’t want to leave her alone in Yaroslavl… it makes me sad. HOPE, she’s in a great mood & living with us. Or you live with her… Me and my boyfriend have a good relationship. We love each other & support each other. Actually, we did it together: we’d been keeping money together. And I’m grateful to him to make it true. I hope that he’s good, alive n kickin’. It’s a perfection right now. Hope, you have such a balance in your live. I understand sometimes it’s hard to be happy. Reasons might be more that you could ever think. But you’re strong enough to deal with it. Don’t be afraid to quit jobs, to search for your inspiration & for the true you. I hope, with all your achievements & losses you could find another way. Believe in yourself and don’t stop even for the minute. Because life isn’t a long trip but you can make it bigger and longer by doing & making things, by creating & capturing your own memories. And remember: people live in memories. Always CREATE memories, keep it in your mind so important people could live forever in your heart. And if it’s a bad time… don’t give up. Sometimes things happen and there's nothing you can do about. Sometimes it’s just a matter of a person to be in a wrong place & in a wrong time. Or it’s the cause of us to be so weak because of our state. But you can be strong. We can be the greatest if we try. And if we always keep trying.