A letter from Jun 25th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear me in the future, i wanna write this bc 1) want to atleast make 1 letter of mine public so ik it doesn't have too much detail about my life and 2) i really want to do those epilogues that others do,it seems fun,so whoever's reading,please like this :) see currently i'm just trying to finish a somewhat productive day by trying to sort out my spotify playlist. hopefully it goes well lol. (think i screwed up a bit so the dates added will be a bit messed up but who cares,don't you cry over spilled milk - wonder if you get that reference lol) its a friday evening and it was a teacher training day. there's like roughly 4 weeks left til the summer holidays then i'm in year 9. great. so 1 month. i'm stressing a bit bc that means i will have to pick my GCSES and idek what to do. maybe i'll pick geography but i'm not sure anymore honestly. i'm also stressing a bit bc of my dad wanting me to go back to mosque. idm after school but not a saturday please. i have school monday through friday and that makes me worry enough. i feel like i have no time anymore. sorry to bring that depressing subject up. hopefully you manage to persuade dad not to go on saturdays. i beg. anyways im wondering about a few things;will you be happy when you get this,will you have achieve your goal of losing weight,or just looking better,or love your body,do you gain a new hobby?? atm the only hobby i got is watching anime lmao. i haven't watched much but i'm proud of myself for watching kakegurui in 2 days. (also currently playing my war-attack on titan-season 4 OP,such a bop,you better like it still in the future) what happening at school in the future? currently not much on my end. i just finished the end of year exams and waiting for results. i hope i do decent on them. who are you still friends with? atm i'm friends with sumona (ofc,our friendship going strong fr) and then at school jasmine and ig beatrice. she kinda bothers me but she's alr. i say i don't have many friends is bc i dont hang around the girls,all they are about is drama honestly. i keep chatting to the boys and i feel like it makes me look like a pick me girl. but again,why care about what others think yk? vatan,louie,eli and julian top 4 boys for me <3. wonder if that'll change. do you have a crush on anyone?? i hope you find your worth and not get caught up with love bc that's what i'm trying to do now. love u tho <3 i'm gonna send this on a random date when im 14,so after October roughly. hopefully it doesn't come in December bc i remember i have another letter from the past coming at that month. i think this site will hopefully not do it but we will see. anyways,i'm gonna head off now bye bye from your past self,who is 13

Epilogue

23 days later

heyy,
i read this letter on the day it was delivered but never got around to answering 😭 my bad
also i clocked that u can still write an epilogue...

Fi u a even eavh olll todn cbpiul eettlr.
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Setad lol aobtu the lamc itylslpsa, sti tpoyfsi hy the nwo eyssmt i mu os era aeahv ubt fof.
Daer ftris eth enwh a kudclceh ab tollaty liyalterl i and rofgot autbo e,reecrnef etrlte lettil teh w,no lsao it omal i.
Ihts erkodcb btu nsihif onw ti ongdi elhwi odgin i did mi oll.
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Wyyaans eary wno in 01 im. Wow. Nastw yera i hte yte in nhew 10 the it ifrts saw trho so eertlt rumsem cmea.
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Swa i ylno dna cepdki aws i atth ekat bvlyouio,s my c,segs idd the crenfh i neaictr dna too i ,oehyggarp iponto icpk yse to saw ngoig.
Erda in heh i dna dne telert het nhwe 9 lwoeh vehay eienccs oknw fro i i emnryoa wseke i kiel os 01 irtgh lsupm ferta dan duolw deeepd laytucla reossuc onw keil usmrme lyshidoa i but ni wkno ilek ipterl tbu a year elki iddnt icums fo won sucim kiel kpcgiin on taedgibn inhgt clma so on ti reya i csmiu hte lrtepi os tshi idtnd sti my icensce saw ahd frist ti i ebgni itnhg the feq hte hte be asw fi who adn inscghoo idk saw csegs. Nto ynol ladg hte mtsrnutnie an im rropep im hwo layp ntac so neo llo.
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Ayerpd ahha my hitw ,adm mlac ogdo eiv mzigaan wd off cbka t,ignh the sit erpyar thsta the otn idong lla ahtt oywrr swa ujmam adn at and lsscaes saol shlrdseuo tub dna adn ti qmeuso semqou so im sles mi rutyl onilne nggio.
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Won: irtevescppe mi nhwe i fo hte xent rfmo relett ewanrs angon teh dan otg the qosiuents.
Rowfrda den ta time lcohso antw litsl ot grtih i oging i tsrif rmesum 'idd het astl bth mi xnouias reya ot beivs elki fo uihtwto oeverrf wtia ot buaot eht iemt go eht eth fo in gooknil epty wnast ochlso s,hloco - tbeter remsmu ayuallct cohlos 'clshoo enryseeov in to fligene ni ubt eth bakc i keswe het pkic hrbeilro tbu atcn me em eikl swa nti'hg i h'o eht igitnnkh tno dna tsju oebrd paprhe?i dan was rfo i it wsa back dntdi jiygonen.
Nodt flegien erca im erom ekat i frsti fo otbau mgy me arec i dna oonglik mylfse fiensrd and otu tuoab if tobua me wno niracg kiel bc tub rfo apeprih emor mi.
Veah meeonsos nbee eiv much em oltd ggnio ikd gcotiinn i tno lllo ttah hbt - so tbu iwghet? tou i mnae eols utb ngowkir ekeps me.
Try mi i sue eus onw a um,ch trsefli dtno tish, duse i teflisr otnd uengleiny okol nda mi ptreyt ?terbte ekli yh i bera ot in eowrt i htouitw pypha usre btu teak btu ttah noce hwen gnyieenlu hlwei - phtoso i cb.
Ur icl leov mta 💀vuenen evi 😭 - btu htta dik rikd not a bdo?y lot siaedlre so hy sti.
Rof not a - sit mi ertu veha fbesrakta bc but ironbg llo oesn a ubt olt i as koocign mi or leonin lkie shgnti jk i ynhating nya kebra otnd bo?byh bc wen jk sunesl wne tucon u on ndif 1 💀 i naimkg.
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Ive is hiwhc prtyte i me esimna ofr keil evi teh year uqite roev oloc atdhewc ihntk fwe hwtacde a 40+.
Oamlo i ikel ubko my sgno neouss no my lslit and pot it no wsa pystfio wapr.
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Ti saw saw its dumb cho,ols os segiinttnre ifgth 💀 ni as a hrtee oth. Iekl tis ecgss bc ohoslc my thiwuot dconcaseu ist iecn bc eth fo si own yk whihc sscelas si mofrs ttasr eirntentsig aslo i the.
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Ielk drnehsiisfp nasrte ym itwh lasbet llew tyhe sa i ewre fele tbh oh sa tehy btu. Ihwt lislt rlyl sbte oodg no tsmre shse mi lysethon hte osnamu. Sure yletecrn i tog but i as mi me erh flee mlac msejani hse muhc ikle ikel sesh dteosn btu ba otn kdi. Epurs tecacp evi mi tub i i ikthn oealn eefl eomc baeectir i osteiesmm i nlleoy nah taht teh ndot lfee ab tbu when to rpeddpo ftac ramoeny erh neyoll. Ew her htiw el,orcs emiyl ahng to ont ear lceso utb lanoe twhi i rhe hwit tis mi tobh egt neci can tekwnih so nirfsde adn mi. Cnedte stpa amd the obuat ni hucs onw neehaka and im pe ew am ot yk tmesr nda ahd i fsrheniegr lhwei nlog erhwe no ist ithw see i,yahad aktl a laknwgi.
Eiardng out i then the reetlt ndgirec bkac me rof oybs the adh ttah nwo wlieh and otp miet geidnra ftrsi. .
I mi ttha hyet the nad in ym to biegn veha dfoe wnok i but tbu ta iesnatinrotc reatf ynfnu rush,c torwh ocohsl a aws amseemwb ursemm see notd on tceu i wno alkngit vanat his tsi leki os slitl eoferrv dan ysob eswrc fr are. .
Htat hertes dlag my htrwo so aehy ik.
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Nedo os ogdo thast tm!ei lal aehv a tiwh asnywya.
,sthi stih snnsneeo loll u eodenjy sgiene hpoe annyeo.

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