A letter from Jun 22nd, 2021

June 22, 2021 10:45 pm FAN TOTZ. One expression: OH MY GOSH, EXO. 2013 - 2014 is my active moment of being an exo-l. It is the hype moment of their first album, XOXO. It's so ironic to me because my first bias that my friend recommended is Lu Han (a starter bias for a new fan haha). Kris Wu is the first bias I considered that I personally like. Sadly, he left and I go back to Lu Han, and he also left. Then Tao is next bias after the two, and guess what? HE ALSO LEFT! It was devastating. Believe me. It is very heartbreaking (plus the fact that I'm a fan of Girls Generation that also some of them leave during those years!). I became inactive KPOP fan the next few years. I become focus reading random things in Wattpad to divert my attention, and here I am, catching up again after their album, Don't Stop the Feeling. Things about EXO that I just catch up today: - Chen is already a father - Kris Wu, Lu Han, and Zi Tao are all together in China - OT9 is not physically complete as they are undergoing to their military years - Kris Wu (RUMORED) girlfriend is 18 years old; 13 years gap (like wth Kris Wu, after my heart ache, y not me? jk!) - Currently active to their business related, or money thingy as it is my interest rn I am very emotional because it feels like I'm being inspire or motivated knowing that they are all successful in life as a group, and as an individual after all those years! I am still grieving with OT12 because I did not duel this feeling and I just walked out during those year, but I am sincerely happy and inspire because of them. I can see myself to continuously support them all, and as a fan, I am wishing and hoping that I can see them, or even at least one of them in person! Manifestation!!! Idk if I'm OA but I guess it's my first time again to feel this kind of feeling by being a fan. So loved!! So to my dearest 23 years old me, I hope you earn many many many cash that you can afford to indulge with the things you want. I hope you can finally buy their album new or old, and personally have their photograph! EXO, I can wait how many hiatus years, tyt, but please, pretty please, wait for my wish to come true before being disbanded! Labyo!