A letter from Jun 22nd, 2021

hey future muskan i hope you're doing really really good bestie! i wasn't doing too good today, i ranted about it on a voice memo lol maybe you can go listen to it now? anyway im kinda just feeling this existential dread and worry which sucks but i hope you've moved past it. im gonna schedule this letter for a year from now and 5 years. wow ur gonna be 19, in college ?? **** hope ur in a seggsy *** college yo. rn i have no ****** clue what i wanna do which sucks but i hope you know now!!! u best have sum original music out, and in 5 years hopefully you made a bunch of good music. remember to be grateful to santosh tho, he rlly did a lot 4 u. how'd the youtube thing workout? not sure if you kept doing it but ideally you did and its doing reallyyyy well!! i also hope you have good people in ur life! rn ur close to fadi and you talk to him a lot ab random ****, also akhila and u rlly like her, and ofc raquel is ur homie! our cousins are tg rn and i couldn't go, but i hope you made a bunch of memories with them later :) rn ur listening to solar power, begging, take on me, baby im yours, and redbone if u want sum nostalgia lol. i also like this boy called ishaan i met online but he hasn't texted me for a week. maybe u have a cool partner now, or maybe u don't that's cool too. and if you're not doing well, please remember me. 14 yr old muskan would be so proud of you. you've had such a good life and i love you, you have so much more left to do. i just hope you're happy bby! so so so excited to see where you go.