A letter from Jun 21st, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hey, it's 6/21/21 right now and I'm only 13???? sheesh, do we still feel older than we actually are? Anyway... I was 7 months clean from self-harm until yesterday. I just suddenly felt the need to see my blood. Molly and I are taking it slow in our relationship. Hopefully, when you are reading this, we are together but IDK. I just finished finals for 7th grade. we currently are lesbian, and genderfluid, but 9/10 days we are female. I'd say our biggest challenges right now are the pandemic, systematic racism, and climate change. Not that weight matters much, but we weigh 103 lb right now and are 5'7. I do have a few questions to ask myself though... Have we figured out our gender? ooh oh, have we become fluent in sign language yet????? i only how how to say "hello, my name is savannah and I'm learning asl" Are you still a straight-A student? Have you been able to get the wardrobe and room that you want? What's your fav. movie or show? (Currently, I'm in love with any anime, Jojo!!!!!! akame ga ****, hunterxhunter, aot, MHA) How has therapy been going? Are we medicated for ADHD still? are we still on anti-depressants? do we still have problems with popi? do we still have problems with self-harm? do we still have problems with alcohol? how are papa and tutu? is your best friend still molly? have you had *** yet? how is sienna? she must be in college by the time that your reading this, is she still obsessed with drawing Jojo characters? What college are you going to? Where is it? Are any friends going there too? Do you know what you are going to do for a career? (Medicine/nursing still?) Did we dye our hair and get it cut? Do we still have it black? whats is your style? (goth/emo still?) are you in a relationship? what are your current grades in school? (mine are all As ) How's our mental health out of 10? It's about an 8 right now. how are you feeling in your body? are you more confident? What's your screen time a day on your phone? mines 9 hours a day 😂😂 and most of that is Wattpad, reading Deku fanfiction. check out classdojo.com login is savannahineslopez@gmail.com and abc1231133 have we done all of these things with molly? have we tried weed yet? is it good? do we still want a snake? Tarantula? as a pet? Did you get signed into any modeling agencies? Lmao jk, the last ones are a joke!!! (kinda) Ok but seriously have you been productive at all? No? Well, I'm glad to hear that we are still the same lazy potato we have always been. Plus, I can't expect too much of you at once. But don't worry you will figure it all out eventually, maybe... anyway....... I currently have 2 cats, mazkeen and worm, a dog, Kona. a fish, Bartholomew Richardson the third. our 3 guinea pigs, John, puff, and Emma. and of course starflight, my bunny. how is our relationship with your dad? I'm currently not even speaking to him right now. hope you have fun reading through this💕😁😁😁 Love, The version of you that is still learning and growing <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3