A letter from Jun 19th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hi blue so todays january 19 2021 then tommorow kay fathers day an or like in just a few minutes kay mga 11 naman karon. so I must say like ni improve inyo house karon kay ni balhin mo sa jagobiao and thats good. anyways diba ugma fathers day naman and then wala ko kabalo unsaon nako pag greet si papa noel kay gi block man ko niya. like ganindot guro no nga ma greet nako siya like even though ni reach out siya nako saying nga he will make up to me para sa 13 years nga wala siya then mao ni iya gibuhat gi block ko kay basin daw ma sakpan sa iya asawa i guess ganahan lang unta ko nga maka speend time sa iya and to know about him more pero murag imposible man pero like i hope nga by the time you read this like your 18 na i hope nga naa gihapon moy communication then imo siya i greet ig fathers day. Then si papa anoy imo lolo i hope if ma read ni nimo kay mo uli ka og daanbantayan bring your lolo flowers and talk to him kay basim gi mingaw na siya nimo. like tell him about everything about school or like hows your like going also greet him happy fathers day after all hes the one taking care of you for the past 13 years of your life. then your mama like i love my mama so much but sometimes like murag dili nako ma feel then siguro if ma basa ni nimo you are 18 naman basin ga part time job ka somewhere or are you living gihapon sa imo mama kay diba ni ana siya nga onces ma 18 naka kay bahala naka sa imo life then she will be living with tito colin so all you have now is yourself. hope you keep your promise to yourself nga no boyfriend before 30 like spend your time traveling focus on your studies and pamper your self make more money ayaw sa anang uyab uyab if musold man gani ka ana by the time nga ma read ni nimo kay break up with that boy kay dili ganahan si papa anoy ana. blue like karon you've been doing self harm you're also crying a lot lately then overthinking then thoughts about suicide i hope after 5 years na undang naka ana or like na overcome nana nimo if your overttinking talk to your papa anoy about it go to her grave then vent out about it dili ganahan si papa anoy nga mag suicide ka you have a bright future a head of you dont end your life if your having a bad day always remember nga naa ra si papa anoy to guide you. also visit your friends and also your cousin i hope you're happy iloveyou always remember that your past self is proud of what you've become and what you achieve today.