A letter from Jun 19th, 2021

This past week, we graduated from high school, it was a hard stressful year but thanks to god and our tenacity we got it through. We are officially high school graduates! We’ve also not been feeling the best these past couple of days, I am afraid I may die. I have spoken to many doctors and shared my symptoms with and they all have said I have severe anxiety disorder. I check online and It says a different thing, but I will trust the doctors and their knowing and take the pills I was given. Hopefully by the time this arrives as an email I’m still here, hopefully things get better, and I have a descent job that’ll bring me food to the table. I am not planning on getting married at the time but who knows, maybe a special someone will come making things different. We’ve certainly been through A LOT and at times it seems like its never going to end, its always one thing after the other but I hope I am strong enough to get throught it. I have a lot of anxiety on me right now and I hope in the future this terrible feeling lowers or goes away. Without a doubt I am proud proud of you Angel for the things you’ve done, you are a strong young man and although we have problems that never end or seem like are impossible to get through I am proud of you man! Never let these hard times get to you, always continue to beat the wrong with the good and help as many as you can with joy and positivity. Keep pushing Angel and always remember god, your family and what your dreams are, enjoy this life you were given and live it at your fullest. See you in 5 years man, Never stop dreaming and never give up. Sincerely, Angel Villalobos [From 2021]