A letter from Jun 17th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Mom's struggling with cancer right now and it hurts her so much and there's nothing I can do to help her to feel better. I know that in the future she'll be better, just want you to know that how far we've come. and also, I've been studying for the entrance exam, by the time you see this, you might've been finished the University degree. and I know for sure that you'll find the job you've always wanted. How's your relationship between Dad? are you guys still meet every morning and have coffee? I know that no matter what happens, dad will always be there for us :) I'm struggling with myself rn, I hate the fact that rich people can always get what they want, recently I got a job but my other sister just took my opportunity and did my job. she always get what she wants and idk I get jealous of that.. I hate myself too. I want you to know that I'm still learning and there are a lot of things are waiting for me. I will get over it, I twice fought depression and anxiety and I'll beat it cuz I'm the big girl like you are :) How's step dad? is he okay? I made the promise that when I get on my own feet and earn a living, I'll give him money because he helped us so much through hard time and thanks to him, I finally can feel HOME again. He made us dinner, call me his princess and treat me like his kids. I love him as a parent. He bought me the phone that I'd been using for 5 years, he gave me monthly money, bought me food and show me his kids. right now he's in big debt and there's nothing I can do but I know I can help him to pay it once I make money. I don't have lots of friends now, there's only Toàn, he always been here for me and helps me so much.He's a family. I wish you the best, please know that I'm trying and I'll make it in 5 YEARS because even Russia and Japan or India had to take 5 years to make it through the crisis so why don't we? I'LL SEE YOU IN FIVE YEARS, YOUR 17TH JUNE 2021 SELF