A letter from Jun 13th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Here’s another night of u feeling **** , no matter how hard u tried , the sleepless nights u spent they’ll make u feel that this ain’t enough. A disappointment as ur mom says . People here writing letters to their future selves about how happy they r , their predictions,their accomplishments ,and here I’m writing to u about ur pain, I always thought that it be over , is it ? Your heart is broken , don’t blame me about what ur parents did , but time heals they say . No one knows what I’m going through, they don’t even know how i tried to kms twice :), but my beliefs r holding me back .the thought that things would get better,it’s been 17 years nd they didn’t. I hope by that time u left home , u’re living the life u wanted , i hope u left all the family problems, ur parents fights , thel blaming u for what happens behind. It’s the 18382 time of mom telling me she hates me , the shame she made . I can’t write no more Just if u’re wondering why , I’m feeling pain in my chest Feeling like my heart is heavy I can’t even breathe.