A letter from Jun 4th, 2021

Dear Future I’m here to disturb ur piece to remind u of the ****** feelings u had to remind you that how matter ,how much u r struggling to satisfy others, the sleepless nights and the pain u been hiding, u’ll never be enough u’ll always be a disappointment as ur mom says , the disappointment u always. U’ll cry urself to sleep trynna to shut the voices in ur head that wanting u to **** ur self , u low key wanted but lying to urself hoping for better days , it’s been years amd the they’re not here yet Dear future me I’m sorry for this and sorry for u i hope u sorry for me too , i hope i r better i hope u was able to get rid of the pain u’re feeling,the weight u’re feeling in ur chest , i hope u’re in the better days