A letter from Jun 1st, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Be a beautiful gorgeous person, You will be like 19 years old? go get it bestie, you know just be you, be the perfect human that you are, don't let anyone tell you what to do, and don't let people run all over you, be you, do you, actually, that sounds wrong, so nevermind. I don't know what to write, maybe move out and express yourself freely and maybe you'll find your companion what's a story without a little romance, am I right. Um, get top surgery, or get a binder cause sometimes your chest gets in the way and you want to be more muscular, but I don't really want to get top surgery cause I still want to look feminine, you know. Don't cry over weird-*** things, and don't be afraid to express yourself, are you in college if so are you doing criminology or environmental engineering, are you perhaps in the arts. Are you in love with yourself, because I'm in love with you. I'm going to cry now, but maybe overcome the fact that you get nervous while talking to new people and create lots of friends! tons of Friends! And never look at yourself in the mirror and want to change yourself and live for 5 years so you can get this letter or check the time box and you can go back and see the silly things you had written. I hope you're living the best of life and I hope that you can express yourself and our parents would still love, because I love you and I would always love you, no matter what I say, because I know I could be mean sometimes, but just know you're so beautiful and handsome, just know that you'll be nervous for new things but you should try them because we only have one life that we'll remember and I'm scared for graduation, I'm happy, I'll be able to see my friends, hopefully, you can see yours. ANd write lots and lots and publish a book about love probably we both know that we're lovesick, we both know that we love them spicy books also don't overeat hot stuff your but hole is gonna buuuurn, also I love you I guess, I wanna keep on talking to you but this is you from the past and just know you can live up to your dreams, even the littlest thing matter, also don't cry over anyone, there are so many people in this world and yet you cried over someone you broke your heart how dare you, how dare they hurt someone innocent and don't commit ******, it's not worth it. Smile when you're falling because that's the best way to go, to be happy when you go, and maybe solve that daydreaming problem of yours. I love you, I don't wanna leave you, I'll write an essay for you about this, so you can waste a bunch of your time on what your 13-year self said, and you look pretty in a suit and dress. Know your worth mwaa, I'll write something more complex for the time thingy, typing is such a pain in the ***