A letter from May 29th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey, its 13 year old Ellie. -as for starting off I’d like to give myself a physical description (I sound like a ******* scientist) I am 5’9 with blue sometimes green eyes, brownish blob dish hair (more blonde than brown. Why do I even need the physical description you know what I look like. Currently my playlist looks like -Meet Me At our spot-Willow -Unlucky -Lunar vacation -New Song - Lowertown -Queen of Highschool- Hana Vu, Willow Then a bunch of songs by Mitski And an honorary mention as: **** Your Local Indie Soft Boy - Izzy Camina. I am in year 7 (as you can probably tell from my age) My friend group is made up of two divisions: Pheonix,Alana, Despina. Candy, Wren, me With Eliza floating somewhere in the middle. My ****** orientation as of now is lesbian and my pronouns are She/They and I am out to Mum and Jason as well as like school wide. I have a crush on Candy (at least that’s what I think it is) they also gave me butterflies on multiple occasions, also she is being kinda touchy like playing with my hair jokingly holding my hand resting on me etc. You are probably reading this and yelling at yourself or grinning, those are really the two outcomes I can think of. Also Candy smells really bad... She stinks: like fish and chips but after 43 squats, other than that she’s essentially perfect— she has really ****** hygiene nvrmind... I feel kinda guilty for having a crush on her since she’s such a disgusting person hygiene wise. Anyways..