A letter from May 27th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Today I have some insights, and now is almost 2 in the morning but my energy is still overflowing so I just write this. Listening to Saraswati Mantra for studying helps surprisingly. "OM Shreem Hreem Saraswatyai Namah" The first task's submission of Front End Web Dev Expert is still not done so I keep continue learning about AWS Cloud Architecture. How is cloud architecture there, is it progressing ferociously or so-so? Are the knowledge that I currently learn shape my career path there, is it still relevant? Doing a workout whilst practicing positive self-talk and closing my eyes, I succeeded to do 1-hour workout mixed with meditation. It feels great both in body and mind. My mantra: "I am wise, I am smart, I am abundant, I am capable, I have a past but I make peace with them because I have a future. I can be better, I can be better." Repeat it endlessly. When taking a shower after it, I reminiscing an old phrase in my note: "Is there any remnants of me?" => it's a sentence I wrote in 'Black Book" notes when I was so depressed back in ...2016? 2015? IDK... And today, I feel my old self is still here! It reaching back after buried inside these ruins for this awful long time. Are your emotional and physical being is on a better place comparing to when I write this? The kittens are getting bigger and more active. They already can munch cat food, not depending solely on mama cat's milk. But only 2 of them eat (the yellow and the greyish-strips-with-some-yellow-spots ), the full grey stripe one is still reluctant. So, before I gave it to them, I drenched that hard-dry kibble cat food in water, it helps mama cat eat more too! I hope you still take care of a cat or at least some cute animal. My Spotify playlist is my safe haven for some periods, a wholly 484 liked song is on shuffle to help me when I need some familiar tunes to go with my flow. Are you still listening to it? Well, you better still do! And I hope you keep finding new catchy tunes, it's an adventure! Well, I hope and expect nothing. I need only now, present. Not the future, let alone the past. Just be better. Work and work and work! Finally, Avatar: The Last Airbender is an anime full of wisdom. Learn from Guru Pathik is great on how to open chakra. I send this on your 33rd birthday. Happy Birthday, Man. 33 is a good number. You are ready. Everything is set. The world is on your mind, tame it and nothing can stop you! Love You Always, Me.