A letter from May 25th, 2021

Dear Alastair, how are you? are you okay? do you still feel fine with your gender and *********? i hope your okay, you havent been doing too well recently. i hope you feel fine, and you feel great. you currently identify as a closeted genderfluid lesbian, and go by the name alastair. you love to watch the dream smp, and watching fundy, niki, jack manifold, eret, and ranboo. anime is a hobby, you watch wonder egg priority, aot, and ohshc. its fun :]... incase you ever forget, your twitter is gh0ststeps, fundyfanpage_, and gh0stpace. you're neurodivergent too, did you know that? you have anxiety, depression, adhd, ocd, gad, social anxiety, insomnia, and get paranoid easily. you also have someone in your mind called ghost. they hate you. they just call out your name sometimes, sometimes they make you feel like ****, sometimes they just sit htere and make random comments. your pronouns are he/they/ender/ghost/pluto/moon/it, but you prefer he/ghost. your around 16 or 17 now, i hope your just okay, and not dead. your moms mentally abusive, and men make you so uncomfortable. minecraft is comforting to you, playing in your world called meriaki and in a server with your brother vedant. right now, you and him are still exploring, you're making a farm for the animals, and you love it. the mcc are this saturday, and oh boy are you excited. you want to watch all of them. ranboo isnt in the mcc this year, he's being banned. :). watching fundy is your favorite thing ever. your motivation's been ****, you cant do anything. even watching what you love is like a job to you. well, i hope your doing okay. make sure to stay to yourself, dont let others stop you, and most importantly, shut the **** up. <3 -alastair, 5/25/2021 2:58 pm, from mrs. kim's language art class. <3