A letter from May 22nd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Are you ok? How are you? I love you, I hope you doing great today.i hope you're not in the closet anymore, I hope you smile with so much joy and you laugh what you feel inside, iloveyou because tonight I feel so **** and the darkness chasing me again and I hate it , cause I started begging to ***** again to come over me .if you ever think how dramatic iam tonight sorry not sorry I'm just telling the truth.so you're turning 25 I love you and I can wait to see you no matter what happened with me right now I'm still waiting and hoping that you became who you are today I love you. -Jaine